Emotionally Discombobulated...

So, I'm emotionally discombobulated... There are so many thoughts and emotions flowing through me right now... I am continuing to realize how imperfect I really am as a person, disciple, and woman... It isn't an easy thing to discover about one's self...It is actually very uncomfortable and convicting...I just wanna hear my song "Conquerer" by Mali Music... His message in the song states what the Word says: That we are more than conquerers and that God will always give us victory... I know and believe that with every fiber of my being... At times, it gets rough to stay focused on what God has for me... That's because sometimes emotions cloud your judgment. Other times, your judgement clouds your judgement because we are supposed to be leaning on God's understanding, not our own... I just need to erase the stress right now so that I won't make choices out of hurt, or doubt/insecurity... My method of erasing my stress will be to listen to some worship music... Then it'd be to transition into Praise... But please keep me in prayer, so that I may continue to do all that God would have me do on the daily... I will be writing more soon... Thanks for reading... Have a blessed eve... Kene Zyporah

In The Beginning...

Hello to all! This is my very first post... I only decided to create a blog for myself in order to have a 'safe' place to kindof vent or to express my feelings, thoughts, leasons learned and dreams... Honestly, though i enjoy writing, I definetly don't do it as much as i should... I don't keep a journal... However, I believe that its important to be able to chronicle your life and growth not only for yourself, but also to leave a legacy for your family and children... In my case, that'd be my beautiful Kyra... I LOVE her soo much and I definetly have blossomed onto this motherhood thing fairly well...Recently though, I have learned a lot and seen a lot of things that I previously didn't want to admit to myself before...so,Ii feel that this is my season to be transparent... I also feel that God is doing amazing things in my life at this time so that I may continue to grow in him and go to the next level in ministry... I sincerly hope and pray that my thoughts ( or posts) will be recieved well and that I never hinder the Kingdom in any way... well have a blessed day and there will be more to come soon! Thanks for reading...